Last Orders

 

Do you remember the thousand winters

of huddled history- lost in a spring?

The laugh stained warmth on walls, flickering?

When you could speak warm-freely, before

the years of the mask or the fear of the touch?

When the cadence of centuries, your father or friend

or lover lent themselves to the cause?

Public house poets and writers all!

Go on, pour another verse into the swell-

one day, the future won’t be ours to tell.

 

Will we forget the fireside wanderer

who sits amidst the hops?- God’s own spot!

Once upon a night you asked him for a light,

but he gave you the stars, Pendragon

But now his trembling candle falters,

his loss on the wax, his vision on the wane.

‘It’s spring and I’m not young’, he says.

Go on, pour another verse into the swell-

one day the future won’t be ours to tell.

 

And there was music, always music

that danced itself across the world-

born again a thousand times a room, a night.

As a pagan, pilgrim, pisshead’s son,

a serene, sexy, sacred one-

who, at last orders, had you up against the walls

their songs tight around you, their fingers in your mind.

The hint of a caress, tells you never to forget

to pour another verse into the swell-

one day the future won’t be ours to tell.

 

Light of yesterday, lonely window,

a death of culture shrouded in a thousand phrases,

proud purveyors  of the blame

or of truths that can’t be named. Though

some fell around  me, on the pavement as I stood

slowly watching- the onlooker’s lament.

Silently, how silently, snow settles as dust upon The Bell-

gifts from a sky the colour of decay, of ash or regret.

Will we pour another verse into the swell?

For now the future’s not ours to tell.

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