The hidden side of hedonism

 

Let me paint you a picture…

A farm house full of harvest gypsies,

a French frame of mind.

Half haven, half half-way house

to a right race of ravers

on ‘three strikes you’re out’

 

I abandoned my assertions- ‘I don’t think I’ll drink’

As the boudoir was transformed

from French new age Zen, to opium den

in a blink.

Before you could say

’Vouz papiers monsieur, s’il vous plait’

we submitted to folly and fumes,

were consumed in a haze of days,

assumed the role of lost coins down a hole!

What year is it anyway?

 

Even the donkeys wheeze

as they whisper ‘hedonism’ to me,

then turn away in silent disdain

as the bottles mount and the money drains.

 

Drum and bass- the basis of this race

like an omnipresent present from the creator of time and space,

providing a life-blood, as we harvested life from the ground

dancing with decadence as if no humans were left around.

 

A festival of the senses,

Of love and life endlessly spiraling through

until….

 

Until cold, steal way ground

and ice on the window sills

 

Until autumn leaves, all crimson in the green

and the winds alpine embrace.

 

Until the days end before they begin…

 

I had a feeling

that became a thought

that became me.

Forever caught between the future and the past,

present in theory and not practice.

I asked for a path, a route to take,

with each road an endless unknown-

my choice to make,

as I lay awake

in the doubtful, dubious, dawn

of the unwarned hidden side of hedonism.

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